odd feeling....

Odd feeling today. No contractions or any signs of imminent baby (it's exactly one month from my due date) but I just feel a little weird. I don't think he will wait until June 13. Let's see, finished dishes and put them away, took an hour-long epsom soak, went back to bed, napped, did a few things online, napped, finally did a couple of errands because the critter food had run out and today was market-prep day for G. Felt so funky and tired, I did the minimum (critter food, bank deposit, one quick purchase) and came home. BP is okay; was borderline at last check. I guess it's just hitting month 9 of pregnancy. All my energy is gone. I could easily lay in bed all day.

Nervous and excited about the arrival of the baby. I'm not ready yet. I know. I probably won't ever feel really ready, but I have to finish the birth plans, get the items that we're supposed to have on-hand and take care of a few odds and ends around the house that need to be done in preparation. I have had the luxury of so much quiet time; I know that's about to change. I wonder what he'll be like, his personality, if I can really do this...all the standard stuff. G got very excited last night as he watched my tummy move. I love the way it feels.

Tomorrow I will transport flowers to the market for Guy--we have a ridiculous amount of stuff. I hope it sells. Peonies, iris (some just crazy colors), false indigo, Dame's Rocket, daisies by the fistful, snapdragons, a tiny bit of foxglove (gorgeous) and some other random stuff. I hope the day goes well. I won't stay at the market to sell--my body is definitely sending me the stay home and rest signals and I feel like I need to get ready.